Today

Today I have to clean...A lot. My mom is hosting this party for autism at my house with like 100 people coming.

our house isn't even big enough for the four of us. hahaha,

I woke up to a bunch of texts, missed calls and voice mails from My two friends Ben and Caleb.
They want me to come over later, but the truth is I'm just not in the mood.
I've known those guys, and someone else named Taylor since second grade and we've all been friends ever since then.
(in case you can't count that's 8 years ;] haha)

So yeah I need to clean my whole room. My room's the basement. -__-

Then today at six I'll be heading to my second football conditioning.

I find it kind of nerve wrecking that all the kids that were there yesterday said it was really easy and not hard at all when I'm here all sore and shit. It's whatever I guess.

HOLY MOTHER FUCK THE NEW HARRY POTTER COMES OUT TONIGHT.
I need to go see that.

Oh I woke up and I had a few profile views more then I did yesterday! That's pretty cool. To the extravagant two people who saw this blog, THANKS



alright well, I'm gonna go clean my room.

-Bat

As a Teenager

So have you ever felt alone?
What about like you have no friends?
Or even like you're never going to get anywhere in life?

I have, and I bet most of you out there have too.

"I could never see myself with a girl like her. "
"I'm never going to be good enough"
"I need to work harder"
"God damn, I'm ugly"
Some of the few things I tell myself daily.

Sometimes I realize that the truth is none of these are true and that I'm actually doing fine.
It's rare.

I recently broke up with my girlfriend of 7 months. Our relationship just bored me! She never wanted to go anywhere except my house and watch movies while making out, and let me tell you, It's not as great as it sounds.

So I play football and lacrosse. I work my ASS off to do well in those sports, and even then there is always someone better then me.
But I mean, It's good there's always someone better then you right? If you were the best what incentive would you have to work this hard. That's how I see it at least.
By the way I had my first football conditioning of the year for my highschool..pretty siked :]

I seriously am the laziest mother fucker you will ever meet. hahaha, I swear. When it comes to homework and stuff that needs to be done, I procrastinate to the point where I just don't do it.
I'm hoping there are people that can relate, if not I'm a true screw up! hahaha

I get girls. I know that sounds cocky but I do. Not a lot, but enough. I know I'm not ugly, it's just I don't feel comfortable in my skin....Jesus I sound like a chick.
Yesterday, out of no where, I shaved my head. I had a big mop of hair and just shaved it for no reason.

you could say I'm impulsive.
I still don't know what to think of it.

but whatever!

Do any of you ever feel like, even though you're relativity good at something, you're just a complete failure and you're not good at anything?

thanks, Bat.

Me.

Hey guys, I don't really know how this thing works and all haha, and I doubt anybody is actually going to read this. But here it goes

let me introduce myself

I'd like to keep my name disclosed for personal reasons.
and since ATB doesn't exactly sound nice just call me Bat haha

so I'm 15 years old,
My birthdays March 27th

I have two parents, they're divorced.
My dad. lets call him Paul, is remarried and had a child with his wife recently.

My mom who I shall call Gina, I live with and is not married. I love this women to death, she has done absolutely everything for me. She works so hard. She teaches the mentally disabled and takes hours out of her day just to feed me and my sisters

oh yeah..them.
I have two younger sisters, Ally, and Amanda
they drive me crazy, I'm sure like all the other Boys with little sisters out there.

I play Football and lacrosse and I like to think I'm rather good at both.
It's summer time and I love hanging out with my friends. I do it like everyday! :D

I'm probably boring you with this since its just an intro to my life so I'm just going to end it here and move on to figuring this whole thing out, then I'll write another one!