As a Teenager

So have you ever felt alone?
What about like you have no friends?
Or even like you're never going to get anywhere in life?

I have, and I bet most of you out there have too.

"I could never see myself with a girl like her. "
"I'm never going to be good enough"
"I need to work harder"
"God damn, I'm ugly"
Some of the few things I tell myself daily.

Sometimes I realize that the truth is none of these are true and that I'm actually doing fine.
It's rare.

I recently broke up with my girlfriend of 7 months. Our relationship just bored me! She never wanted to go anywhere except my house and watch movies while making out, and let me tell you, It's not as great as it sounds.

So I play football and lacrosse. I work my ASS off to do well in those sports, and even then there is always someone better then me.
But I mean, It's good there's always someone better then you right? If you were the best what incentive would you have to work this hard. That's how I see it at least.
By the way I had my first football conditioning of the year for my highschool..pretty siked :]

I seriously am the laziest mother fucker you will ever meet. hahaha, I swear. When it comes to homework and stuff that needs to be done, I procrastinate to the point where I just don't do it.
I'm hoping there are people that can relate, if not I'm a true screw up! hahaha

I get girls. I know that sounds cocky but I do. Not a lot, but enough. I know I'm not ugly, it's just I don't feel comfortable in my skin....Jesus I sound like a chick.
Yesterday, out of no where, I shaved my head. I had a big mop of hair and just shaved it for no reason.

you could say I'm impulsive.
I still don't know what to think of it.

but whatever!

Do any of you ever feel like, even though you're relativity good at something, you're just a complete failure and you're not good at anything?

thanks, Bat.